Stripped bare, who I amWho am I and what the hell do I believe?Stripped bare, who I am
I am a twenty one year old fraud. I only believed I was a Christian when I didn’t know what that meant. For the longest time after I found out what a Christian is, I told myself that I was one and other people agreed. They only saw how I acted, which was determined by how they told me I should act. I still had the knowledge that something wasn’t right and I didn’t feel the way they told me I would. Now I have reached a point in my life where I have found that I do not want to act like the way they tell me to any more because it no longer feels normal to live the lie. People
ExhilarationRush of feeling the emotions race across my face cannot remember how to breathe knowing it should stop wanting it to keep going. Fireworks in my head every part tingling with anticipation utter bliss and complete fear cannot hear, cannot thinkExhilaration
Senses dull the memory remains. A knowing smile a longing for more the marks of memory left on my skin. Thoughts make me weak the bliss of memory still not as potent. My secret rush, my total crush.
-Rebel
So ummm yeah
Fear
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Your ability to control your thoughts-treat it with respect. It's all that protects your mind from false perceptions-false to your nature, and that of all rational beings. -Marcus Aurelius Ceasar
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